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font-family:宋体;">我吃的排解不下來</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">只有不知羞恥地撅起我乾瘦的勾子</span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman"">(</span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;">土語：屁股</span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman"">)</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;">央求人用勺子挖掘出干硬的成果</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我這個沒有出息的大學教授</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">只覺得餓 只想吃</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我抓住一隻蜥蜴</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">用火燒得它不動彈了</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">吃下去 它說我還沒有被燒熟</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我這不要臉的教書人</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">跟隨在馬的後面</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">等待著它的排泄物</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">然後在近視鏡下一粒一粒找出包穀 青顆</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">洗洗 躲在沒有人的地方美餐一頓</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">那十七歲的少年</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">有時穿鞋還左右不分</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">偷吃了一根自己種地胡羅卜</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">被一根繩子捆成很大很大的粽子</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">凍死在堆滿胡羅卜的菜窖裡</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">他們一個個半夜死去</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">如沒有臭味道的老鼠</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我沒有哭 沒有眼淚 沒有悲傷</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">無聲無息</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我不甘落後地加入到他們的行列</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">居然有人要積極地去埋葬我</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">不但是為了一個玉米饃饃的補助</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">他打了打算盤 我還有肉</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">他早磨好的刀子割去了我的股肉</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">又剜去了我的腸子 胃 肺 心</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">兄弟 吃吧</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我不會責怪你</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">你已經是一隻只顧求生的瘋狗</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">如果我的股肉心肝能讓你活下來</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我也高興 記得 你吃過我的肉</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size: 12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman"">1957__1917 </span> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">六十年 </span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我還是那個年青俊秀的青年</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">躺在沒有棺木和墓碑的沙土裡</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">想念著我如花般的戀人</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">回味著她十八歲芳唇的味道</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我的皮肉溶化了</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">鼻子 眼睛 嘴 耳朵 眉毛</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">都不留情面地棄我而去</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我有的僅僅是一具完整的骷髏</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">講述沒有聽眾的故事</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;">年年月月 </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">巴丹吉林的沙塵暴風</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">吹出了我的白骨</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我才知道</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">那麼多人都來看望我</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">給我修建的紀念碑卻被推土機碾碎</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">不要哭泣 善良的人</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">不要憤怒 正義的人</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我會折下一枝芳香的沙棗花兒</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">插在這位白髮老嫗的鬢旁</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">再心疼地抹去她眼角的那滴淚</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">六十年了</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">夾邊溝農場的門口</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">依然站立著持槍的人</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">他們喊著 不許 不許 不許</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">你們問著 為什麼 為什麼 為什麼</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">紅太陽金貴的肉屍</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">在天安門廣場腐爛生蛀 發臭</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">等待處理</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我的白骨在夾邊溝吟唱</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">千年 萬年 </span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;">我從來就沒有死</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">每到夜晚</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">如果你看到黑暗中一閃一閃的鬼火</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">那就是我</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我的聲音 我的話語 我的魂靈</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">如果誰人到酒泉來</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">可以去夾邊溝度假村釣魚 卡拉</span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman"">OK</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Tahoma","sans-serif";Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">可以享受美味的農家菜 成熟的桃杏</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">但是 不要忘記了</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"> </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">我在夾邊溝等待 等待</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> </p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">今天 </span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">每一個人要知道</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">必須知道 </span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"> <span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">夾邊溝 還有我的白骨在吟唱</span></p> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:宋体;">夾邊溝 還有我的白骨在吟唱</span></p><div> </div> <p style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:宋体;"><img src="/EditBackyard/EditorData/Photo/2017/May/529201730-1b.jpg" width="750" height="679" alt="" /></span></p><div><img src="/EditBackyard/EditorData/Photo/2017/May/529201730-2b.jpg" width="600" height="337" alt="" /> </div>