<p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1978年1月17日,陕西泾阳吴家西院里,一个老人终于孤独地走了。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">说“终于”,是因为或许他此前已经生不如死——身体已经完全不能自理,精神也遭受了多年的折磨。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">他是吴宓,他与陈寅恪、汤用彤并称“哈佛三杰”,是清华大学国学院创办人之一,被称为中国比较文学之父,还是与《新青年》杂志相抗衡的《学衡》杂志总编。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">他曾言:“宓一生效忠民族传统文化,虽九死而不悔;一生追求人格上的独立、自由,追求学术上的独立自由,从不人云亦云。”</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">二十世纪,风雨如晦中,中国知识人少有人能做到他说的人格和学术的完全独立,回顾他一生,虽</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">基本无愧于这一段总结,但也<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">常处</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">于“刮骨疗毒”的痛苦和挣扎中。</span></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">2017年是吴宓去世40周年,和大家分享著名</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">思想学家葛兆光先生的一则随笔,从日记中再认识时代变动之中的吴宓。</span></p><div> </div><div><img src="/EditBackyard/EditorData/Photo/2018/Jan/1252018640-3.jpeg" border="0" alt="" width="400" height="422" /> </div><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"></p><section powered-by="xiumi.us" style="margin: 0px; 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word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">——读《吴宓日记续编》</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">文:葛兆光</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">选自《余音: 学术史随笔选 1992—2015》</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.5em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(个别文字有处理)</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">我一直喜欢读出版的各种日记,从翁同龢、孙宝瑄到胡适、顾颉刚,但是,阅读《吴宓日记》(三联书店,1998—1999)以及《续编》(三联书店,2006)却不算是一个愉快的事。吴宓这个人在生活上优柔犹疑,常常把鸡毛蒜皮的事情反复记叙,特别是有时会把茶杯里风波似的情感纠葛,啰里啰嗦地说个没完,以至于日记多达二十大册。数量虽多,却远不如胡适日记能呈现思想史风景,也不如顾颉刚日记富于学术史色彩。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">不过,当我想到他既当过清华学校研究院主任、当过《学衡》主编,又是一个历经世变又细心写日记的知识人,便想到如果把他的日记当作史料阅读,也许,感觉和心情就会不一样。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">的确,如果你如果注意到他是一个经历了1949年前后两段历史的、坚定的文化保守主义者,他又是什么感受都往日记里写的人,日记里面呈现的又是这一类知识人在时代巨变中的心路历程,大概就很有看头了。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">这二十册尤其是后十册写于1949年到1974年的日记,两年前我在北京时就开始翻看,耗时逾月,插籖数百,到上海后,虽然诸事丛脞而被迫放下,但最近因为生病住院而有了一些空闲,便有一次从贴了签条的地方仔细摘录,记了上万字的笔记,左思右量,终于写下了这些文字。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1.</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">五四旧怨未能消?</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1949年之后的吴宓,之所以一直不能融入新时代,照他的自述,主要不在政治而在文化。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">他无法认同新朝,所以,才有“世变身孤恨我生,为师老逐重任行”这种沉重的诗句,这使他把遭逢“世变”的哀怨始终藏在心底。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">但是,应当注意的是,日记也曾经表明,他与很多畏惧动荡和变迁的知识分子一样,这些不满在吴宓那里,始终只是“内心之感想,皆宓自言自语、自问自答之词。……只有感想而无行动”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第一册,111页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">真正使他不能抑制愤怒和悲怨的,倒是文化上的大变动,他说,如果按照新时代的做法,那么“中国及世界数千年之学术文艺、典章制度、风俗道德,倏忽澌灭俱尽”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(1952年日记,第一册,341页)</span>。在他看来,政治压抑可以忍耐,大不了做个沉默的旁观者,而文化摧毁则掏空了人的立身根基,使他这样的心灵根本无法存活。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">种种文化变动中,最让他寒心的,是新时代对旧文字的毁弃。在日记中我们看到,他未必是从理论上认识语言文字与文化传统的关系的,但是,从直觉上他却意识到,文字语言对中国文化的意义,也许,是因为他对五四新文化运动倡导白话文始终耿耿于怀,多年后想起来,他还愤愤然说,“近世妄人,始轻文字而重实际劳动与生活经验,更倡为通俗文学、白话文学之说,其结果惟能使人皆不读书、不识字、不作文,而成为浅薄庸妄之徒”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,287页)</span>,因此,当他看到搞简化字方案,他更觉得这对于传统中国文化有如釜底抽薪。1955年,他读到吴玉章主持的《汉字简化方案》,就痛苦地在日记中说:</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px; color: #b2b2b2;">宓读之大愤苦。夫文字改革之谬妄,吾侪言之已数十年,最主要者,汉字乃象形,其与拼音,至少各有短长……中国人以数千年之历史习俗,吾侪以数十年之心濡目睹手写,尤能深窥其价值与便利处。</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,146—147页)</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">如果说这段话的意思还不够清楚,那么,下面这段话就把道理说得很明白了,他说,“中文重形西文重声,中文入于目而止于心,西文出于口而纳于耳……以文字本质之不同,养成中西人数千年不同之习性……昔人谓‘中国以文字立国’,诚非虚语。而文言废、汉字灭,今之<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span>乃真亡矣”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,287页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 2em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br /></p><div><img src="/EditBackyard/EditorData/Photo/2018/Jan/1252018640.jpeg" border="0" alt="" width="500" height="598" /> </div><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">吴宓日记影印件(局部)</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">在他这二十年的日记中,我们一再遭遇他对简化字和白话文的愤怒,“所最恨者,白话已盛行久,今又有汉字之改革”</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,308页)</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">,一直到1965年,在思想改造学习会上吴宓被迫承认自己思想错误时,仍然强硬地表明自己“对中国文化,尤其文字、文学,极崇爱,坚持保守,反对文字改革及简体字,更早曾反对白话及新文学”。</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">虽然他在后面也加上“此是地主阶级所产生之封建主义保守思想”这样貌似“检讨”的话<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第七册,115页)</span>,但凡读日记的人都能想象出来他口服心不服的模样,因为他自己说,自己在中国文化之中,就像“人赤身站立在染坊之靛汁瓮中者”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第七册,3页)</span>,浑身内外都浸透了这种文化色彩,所以他承认自己无可救药,“宓思想属戊戌维新派,慕梁启超,欲效其《新民丛报》而自编杂志,但宝爱中国文化”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第七册,119页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">宝爱中国文化,就首先得珍惜中国文字,他觉得,中国文化就深藏在这些优美的文言和象形的汉字之中。在日记中屡屡看到他痛心疾首,当他看到这个一切从新的时代,居然把夫妻称为“爱人”,把未婚夫妻说成“朋友”时,就觉得“中国之伦常关系与社会组织、经济基础同遭破坏,并其名词亦不得留存于史书中矣”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第一册,171页)</span>;当他看到汉字改革后“简体俗字之大量采用”时,又觉得这将导致“所谓中国人者,皆不识正体楷书之汉字,皆不能读浅近之文言”,最终连四书五经、韩文杜诗也无法读,因而“五千年华夏之文明统绪全绝”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,308页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1956年,他与人讨论《理想国》的译文,讨论到英文中country和state,究竟应该翻译成“国”还是“国家”,当他听到有人认为可译为白话的“国家”而不必译作文言的“国”时,他又勃然大怒,因为他觉得,现在的双音词如什么“要求”、“历史”、“思想”都是学了苏联,简直是画蛇添足<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,530—531页)</span>;一直到他晚年的1972年,看到《人民日报》上“以占为佔,以象为像,以减为減,以泛为汎,以后代後”,就又勾起他对简化字的愤怒<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第十册,210页)</span>。不过,似乎没有办法,他只有长叹道,“文言废、汉字灭,今之<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span>乃真亡矣”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,287页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">对于这一文化史上的巨大变动,他往往会上溯到“五四”,旧时的文化恩怨,在他这里实在太深太长,“近世文字改革,已至极端,其始则由胡适等之白话运动,故凡主张白话,而以白话破灭中国文字之人,宓皆深恨之而欲尽杀之”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,530—531页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">胡适在他心中就是应该杀千刀的文化罪人,可是有趣的是,当他面对以简化字变本加厉摧残传统的现象时,他又觉得,就连过去的对手胡适也可以容忍,为什么?因为“其心固犹爱中国者也”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,148页)</span>,倒是目前的形势使他很绝望。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1957年和1959年,他两次在日记里说,当局有三条他实在不能接受,其中最重要的一点,“中国之宗教、历史、文化,中国人之道德、风俗、习惯,尤其中国之文字,决全部废除,并加以曲解与改革”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第三册,139页)</span>,“文字改革,废文言、行简字,割断中国文化之历史根苗,于是学术教育徒成虚说”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第四册,129页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">可是,吴宓毕竟是一介书生,不仅迂阔,而且还有些自恋和懦弱,在那个时代,他不得不清醒地意识到,“今后恐即文字改革亦不能参加异议,舍‘忍舍止默’外,无他途矣”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第三册,108页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><img src="/EditBackyard/EditorData/Photo/2018/Jan/1252018640-2.jpeg" border="0" alt="" width="662" height="399" /><br /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">吴宓与家人</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">2.</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">“思想及主张毫未改变”</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">尽管明知“忍舍止默外,无他途”,但是本性毕竟难移,“赤身站立在染坊之靛汁瓮中”太久,吴宓很难保持缄默,至少在他每天必写的日记中,他还是忍不住要说上几句。“思想及主张毫未改变”,是1961年8月8日吴宓跑到广州中山大学看望陈寅恪后,对陈寅恪的印象和评价,而“思想及主张毫未改变”这句话,用在1949年后的吴宓身上似乎也差不太多。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">逆水行舟,不进则退,毫未改变的人在大变动中,就仿佛于逆水中不进之舟,看着“识实务”而扯了顺风帆的船,就觉得浑身不愉快。因此,他的日记中对“与时俱进”的老朋友,似乎就有些不敬和微词,尽管他们过去在文化上曾经是自己同路人。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">比如,他对冯友兰在解放后屡屡自我批评十分不屑,“恒必作文登报,如以掌自批其颊,不顾羞耻”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,228页)</span>,对熊十力作《乾坤衍》也很鄙夷,说他“未免比附阿时,无异康有为之说孔子托古改制以赞戊戌维新耳”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第五册,163页)</span>,特别是对过去《学衡》时代的同道汤用彤,他看到汤氏总是以今日之我否定昔日之我,则在日记中记了这样一笔,“昨在文史图书馆,见1955出版之《印度哲学史》及《魏晋哲学史论稿》,书中彤所作自序,则对自己平生所学,全部蔑弃而加以责评,且以责参加反动的《学衡》及以文言撰述,深自引咎之云。噫嘻,此彤所以能任北京大学副校长至十年以上,而恒得安富尊荣也,岂无故哉”。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">看着老朋友纷纷倒戈,想到陈寅恪能“不降其志,不辱其身”,而且“天子不得而臣,诸侯不得而友”,气得他甚至把汤用彤这个昔日老友叫做“今之冯道”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第五册,463—464页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">有人说他顽固,他确实顽固。从观念上说,吴宓的顽固来自两方面的熏染。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">一方面他深受儒家士大夫传统的影响,对日新月异地背离传统的社会风气觉得不习惯,也始终保有士大夫精英的优越意识。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">有一件小事很有典型性,1964年,在那个“劳动人民最伟大”的口号挟政治正确之威势,如潮流般不可阻挡的时代,吴宓看到一个工人以残忍方式杀父之消息,儒家士大夫的精英意识就浮出心底,马上联想到“今方以工人及贫农为最高尚优秀之人,而痛斥旧习惯、旧礼教为遗毒害世,急图消灭之不遗余力,而不知五千年儒先之教化,孝悌、仁爱、慈惠等感情,犹在人心,今已有此类杀父之行为,则数千百年后,中国人凶恶暴狠过于猛兽之时,汝□□□□□□□,又安能稳坐江山,使六亿人俯首听命耶?”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第六册,259页)</span></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">他始终相信,中国文化的基本精神是孔孟之儒教,而且儒家学说应当是“政教之圭臬,万世之良药”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,307页)</span>,因而总是要举出“保守主义”的旗号,说自己之所以固守儒家文化,是“深知灼见中外古今各时代文明之精华珍宝之价值,思欲在任何国家任何时代图保存之,以为世用而有益于人”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第三册,352页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">另一方面,留学美国的吴宓又深受西方民主思潮和人文主义的影响,在进入红彤彤的新时代后,吴宓总是觉得不适应,生命最后的二十几年里,他与这个新风气格格不入,因为从西方留学时接受的价值观念常常会心底泛起。比如,对于当时控诉美帝的活动,他怎么看怎么觉得好像17、18世纪欧美基督教中鼓舞精神、增强信仰的功夫,却不像启蒙之后的独立自由思想;对当时社会把资产阶级思想与无产阶级思想对立起来,把前者看作“罪恶”而后者叫做“道德”,他就会联想起欧洲中世纪“恒言魔鬼、上帝势力之争战,皆虚空之抽象,舍离人而说是非善恶,皆穆尔先生(Paul E. More)所谓‘绝对的魔鬼’(Demon of Absolute),谬妄实甚”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第六册,312页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">这就很麻烦了,在那个时代,你仍然抱着儒家精英传统和西方民主思想,不像那些识时务者那样“顺我者昌”,就得像飞蛾扑火那样“逆我者亡”。如果对当时社会稍以同情地理解,你会知道,当时大多数人可能一方面有实际的利害思量,一方面则有真心的拥戴心情,正如雷蒙.阿隆(Raymond Aron)在《知识分子的鸦片》中所说,革命、平等、解放等理念和口号,会产生一种绝对信仰,使很多人沉浸在一种类似宗教的心情和经验,尤其是当他们真心觉得自己处在一种既可以拯救全人类又可以救赎自身的行动中的时候,就会像“早期的基督徒,期待一种新世界的来临”,所以,多多少少会真心拥抱,或者姑妄权宜、随风飘荡。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">可是,吴宓却不是这样,这也许和他性格固执甚至精神偏执有关,他始终在心里抵抗。他看到官员“督责朝朝催跃进,唯阿事事效趋从”,看到文人“日从伐鼓鸣钟集,惯听嗔莺叱燕声”,他觉得知识分子的集体臣服,实在不可思议,可是,痛苦的是知识阶层仍然是“为王前驱”者多,在他看来,就好像“蜂蚁入场承旨训,蜿蜒列队耀旗旌”。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">在这种激荡的风波雷暴之中,他如一叶扁舟上下飘荡,明知这是无济于事的抵抗,但他没有别的办法,因为他是“人赤身站立在染坊之靛汁瓮中者”,就像他自己说的那样,即使要改造,也仿佛“海水洗墨”和“刮骨疗毒”那样,只好挣扎在“艰难与痛苦”之中<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第一册,257页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">3.</span></strong><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"> “保全自己,即所以保全中国文化”</span></strong></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1952年9月1日,他平时相当崇敬的王恩洋来和他见面,王恩洋深通佛学,吴宓对他向来景仰,不过,当王恩洋盛赞当局,并且劝他“应竭力与之合作”时,吴宓仍然内心抵触,只是答应“卷而藏之,善自韬晦,以待其时”,尽管他表面唯唯,但从日记中也看得出来,他心里想的只是“保全自己,即所以保全中国文化”而已<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第一册,409页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">举世皆醉我独醒,吴宓当时觉得,自己身负文化重任,既不能像两千多年前的三闾大夫屈原或者二十多年前昔日同事王国维那样投水自沉,也不能像他心中想象的英雄豪杰那样揭竿而起,他想象自己委曲求全,是因为一身可以延续和保存中国文化之传统。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">1958年,当他通过外文资料看到了《日瓦戈医生》的梗概时,他就很感慨地写道,“自悲屈辱苟活,同于帕(斯捷尔纳克)氏及其书中之日瓦戈医生,而宓一己理想之高洁是否胜过日瓦戈,亦不敢言,但卑屈与怯懦,则实与彼同耳”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第三册,546页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">尽管他在日记中想象自己像一个敢言的斗士在与风车大战,一而说“生此时代之中国人,真禽犊之不若,悉为牺牲”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第一册,171页)</span>,再而说“唯物论全部根本之谬误”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,40页)</span>,三而言某公是“强欲以暴力改变全世界,而灭绝东西德教、学术、文艺”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第五册,514—515页)</span>,但是,在现实中他也还是不断提醒自己,在鸣放与整风中要“忧危谨慎与消极敷衍”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第三册,117页)</span>,并且时时自我警告,“今后勿再代人操心,君子思不出其位,而沉默寡言,庶几免乎”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第四册,99页)</span>,这种低调是为了多一层保护色。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">可能吴宓有些自恋,也有些自大,不过他倒是真心觉得,自己钟爱的文化可以保留在自己拥有的文字之中,文字留下的,是对过去的历史记忆,是在现世的亲身经验,也是给未来的文化资源。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">所以,吴宓格外珍重自己拥有的文字资料,看到自己箧中的《甲寅周刊》,他会唏嘘不已,“直至深宵,万感交集”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第二册,477页)</span>,翻看大木书箱中的《学衡》,尽管已经被批判为反动保守的杂志,仍然会激动不已地想起过去的岁月,特别是他自己的日记和诗歌,更是格外看重……1967年除夕,他回想自己一生,觉得“平生过年,未有如今年之悲凄者”,为什么?因为<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">□</span>抄走了他的全套《学衡》、所留存的《吴宓诗集》,以及1910年到1966年的全部日记,当这些文字离他而去,他觉得自己真是被掏空了似的,“经过此次‘交出’之后,宓的感觉是,我的生命,我的感情,我的灵魂,都已消灭了”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第八册,38页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">特别令人感触的是,1973年也就是他生命最后时刻发生的一件事情,老迈的吴宓以为,曾被没收又被发还的、自从《诗集》出版后三十八年的诗作文稿被盗,他顿时觉得天塌地陷,觉得自己一生最大的不幸降临,以至于后来一连好多天都念念不忘、悔恨不已,谁知5月23日发现,原来就在自己的箱子中,破涕为笑的吴宓,大喜过望,在日记中浓浓地写了一笔,“于是十七日以来之忧苦尽释矣”<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: #b2b2b2; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;">(第十册,394页)</span>。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">尽管他1949年的日记,已经被小心翼翼的有心人焚去,使得他的心路历程中有一段关键时期湮灭无痕,无法推知他在巨变漩涡中心时节的感受,这颇让人觉得遗憾。不过,吴宓写的《诗话》、《诗集》,他编的《学衡》,以及这些庞大的《日记》,最近已经陆续重印或出版,有关他的一些零星资料,也渐渐被钩辑出来了,我曾经在清华大学图书馆的阁楼上,也找到过他给当年学生批改作业、绘制封面的遗迹。通过这些文字资料,倒真的让我们看到了他昔日的大体心情。</span></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;" /></p><p style="padding: 0px 1em; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: #3e3e3e; font-family: -apple-system-font, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Hiragino Sans GB", "Microsoft YaHei", sans-serif; font-size: 16px; background-color: #ffffff; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important; word-wrap: break-word !important; font-size: 14px;">不过,他是否还有其他的文字留在天壤之间呢?最近,无意中看到报纸上刊载一条消息,由于西南师大中文系资料室失火,有人猜测,也许祝融之灾使得吴宓当年留下的资料在内的很多文献被付之一炬,如果真是这样,我想,这对吴宓在天之魂恐怕又是一次打击,因为他一直太看重这些文字了,他觉得,在这些文字中,有文化的精灵,有传统的精神,也有他一生怀抱的希望,我真的不知道,在另一个世界的他,会不会再次惊呼“我的生命,我的感情,我的灵魂,都已消灭了”?</span></p>