<div></div><div><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">返乡前的一夜，很难睡个安稳觉。在我，这几乎已经成为常态。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">入睡前，自觉有一颗平静的心，但一入梦乡，却时时惊醒。倒不是怕耽误了航班，只是被一种难以名状的思绪左右着，处于浅睡眠状态，要让自己时刻清醒。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">或许是老了的缘故。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">老了也许就是这样。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">网约车司机按时叫醒了迷糊中的归乡者。夜里，他已经往返机场三次。一路上，四十五六岁的他时时用微信和儿子通话，在反复商量买一张便宜出国飞机票的事情。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">尾灯闪烁，机场高速上挤满了左冲右突的车子。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">机划过黎明前的星空，它们睁着猩红的睡眼。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">收费口照例要堵几分钟。司机说，偶尔会有三十来岁的年轻人质疑自己：这五块钱的高速费该由谁出？</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">从各色车子上下来的人，一边疾走一边将口中物吐向痰迹斑斑的地面。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">拖着大包小包的，像奔赴战场一般，急匆匆钻进玻璃门。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">一进门即有手持警棍的男女声称防爆检查，人们不得不止住回家的脚步，等待他们放行。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">安检口一派紧张气氛。虎视眈眈的安检员用力揣摩乘客的身体，皮带、裤脚、裤兜等嫌疑地带，更是来回探寻，让人产生强烈的不适感。当权者制造的日益敌对的社会氛围，令每一个人利益受损。倘若孙悟空再生，也得慨叹行路难。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">人们早早就在值机柜台前排起了长队。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">上了摆渡车，却迟迟不见关门，也没有任何告示。冷风抽打着归家心切的人。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">买经济舱的从头等舱走过，因担心被对方轻蔑，便把眼神投向别处。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">头等舱的男人随意伸展身体，给人以养尊处优的闲散感；女人故作矜持，用馀光检阅路过的低等级乘客。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">阶级的鸿沟就在每架飞机的机舱裂开。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">座位左边的男子目不转睛阅读一本发黄的大字号书，打开的文章叫“中国的红色政权为什么能够存在”，封面上印有毛选第一卷的字样。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">组织安排学习？</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">不是，自己有兴趣。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">能看进去？</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">当然能。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">行程中，这位三十来岁的清瘦汉子一直手捧此书，时而沉思，时而面露喜色。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">又跌了！短短十几天股市跌成熊了。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">我给他看扭曲的K线图，他不解地问道：</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">股市是什么？我不懂。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">临下飞机，他从座位底下拖出一个硬文件包，紧紧攥在手里。他向空姐打听，转机到西藏行李是否需要随身携带的问题。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">原来是驻藏军官。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">座位前右坐了一个二十七八的女子，一刻不停地在用右手敲击键盘，发出密集的信息。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">等飞机起飞了，她又打开电脑，页面显示的是北京某区民政部门文件，她在上面涂涂改改，随后又是一连串微信电话，好像在听从某人的指令执行公务。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">坐在右边的胖男子，飞机降落时才开始动作，他来回扳动安全扣，发出乏味的响声。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">左前方端坐的空姐，眼睛睁着，心却不在机舱里，她都懒得小觑一眼身边这个无聊的家伙。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">下机时，空姐向每个人问好，来自腹腔的浊气袭击了我。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">出了机场，我长长吐了一口气。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;">故乡啊，归巢的鸟儿，正在扑楞着翅膀靠近你。</p><p style="padding: 0px 0px 1em; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 28.336px; color: #333333; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Verdana, Arial, "Hiragino Sans GB", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", "Heiti SC", STHeiti, "Microsoft Yahei", SimSun, sans-serif; font-size: 17.6px; background-color: #fff1e0;"><em style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; box-sizing: border-box;">（注：本文仅代表作者个人观点。作者已经开通公号“老愚的剃刀”，敬请关注）</em></p> </div>